Hi 2014!

Nope.
This is not the new me.
It is the same Syahida.

Tak de new year new me bullshit.

Tak de selfie Happy New Year on ig too.
Tak de ucapan hipster di twitter juga.
Cuma ini.
Bingkisan ini.

How i spend my new year's eve?
Fancy dinner dengan boyfie? Nah.
Romantic scenery of firework pung pang pung pang? Nah.

I spent the day with my newborn niece. 2 days old.
Welcome to the world Raaina Amani.
You are now surrounded by the morons ; humans.
Ah you baru je jerit just now.
Boleh pulak atuk you panggil i mok de?
Bila i cakap "aunty Sya la" boleh dia cakap nak tercabut jantung dia dengar.

Sabar je la Papa tu.
I wish you were reading this Papa.
Sorry that sometimes i am such a cranky, stubborn daughter.
Well actually, all the time.

Sorry that sometimes i feel like running away from you guys.
Sebab you guys selalu freak out, and I happen to freak out too!
And i hate this emotional trait on me.
Thanks to you Papa.

But i  love both you and Mak unconditionally.

Sorry.
That i am wrong, thinking that distance will change my feeling towards you.
Macam jauh bau bunga, dekat bau tahi.

I cuma bosan bermalas-malasan duduk rumah.
Unproductive me punca i am having this thought.

Yours,
Scumbag Syahida.