sesi tazkirah

saya mungkin mengalami depression.
kemurungan terlampau ya amat.
googled the symptom.
tak de suicidal thought, tapi ada fikir pasal mati.
that is actually one of the symptom.
dan banyak lagi.

so i texted mak this morning.
masa dalam kelas.
dan sengih kekambing-kambingan.

i have to admit, mak is right. anak mak sorang ni setan sikit bila balik kl.

sembahyang banyak tinggal.

aurat tok sah cakap la, bini setan kau ni syahida!

hahahahahaha *literally not laughing pon sebenarnya*

lepas kene lecture, sempat mak ajak balik pekan.

so maybe next week nak balik pekan.

wanna go to cherating alone kot.

just like my pd vacation ; time well spent - alone...